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midnightjuly) wrote2012-01-06 03:13 am
midnightjuly) wrote2012-01-06 03:13 am
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Still sick (and kind of wondering if I have strep, but I haven't had a fever in two days and most of the aching's gone, and the headache's a little better, so I think I'm on the mend, even if my throat's just as raw?), still not caught up on anything at all, including real life. /o\ So much for getting a head start on the new year, but whatever, I have been writing down ideas for stories I want to write and list of things I need to do and budget stuff, so when real life begins again, I AM TOTALLY READY FOR IT. \o?
Speaking of ideas, you know what fic I want more than anything in the world? I want the fic where Steve is just chilling on the couch in SHIELD HQ or the Avengers mansion or whatever, sketching, and he ends up drawing Bucky, and Natasha happens to see and is all like o_____o because, hey, Winter Soldier! And they end up figuring out that it's the same guy! Basically what this ideal story would be: a few thousand words of the two of them tracking him down and being bamfs together, finding him, undoing the brainwashing, and then thousands and thousands (hundreds of thousands, even! Or millions, I mean, I'm not picky) of words of the three of them alternating between guilt and anger and figuring their shit out and then (of course) THREESOMES ENSUE. \o? Seriously, all I want from Marvel is a Black Widow movie (that Bucky shows up in) or a Winter Soldier movie (that Black Widow shows up in) or both of these things in one, and if I can't have that, I would very much like to make this fic exist with the power of my mind. Alas.
Anyway, wow, it's 4:30 am and I should probably try to sleep again. I just get so panicked when I'm sick, and sleeping is so difficult. :( Possibly I'm just going to (finally!) finish that Doctor Who fusion thing and work on my big bang fic and continue to be bleary-eyed and make pathetic noises. OH ALSO. I watched the second Fantastic Four movie today -- I thought it was the first one when I grabbed it from the library, but I still made myself watch it because now it's overdue and I AM GETTING MY FIFTEEN CENTS OUT OF THIS MOVIE, goddammit. And I did! And that's about all it was worth, tbh. However, I really want Sue/Johnny fic and the universe doesn't seem to have ANY. At all. I don't understand. :(
Speaking of ideas, you know what fic I want more than anything in the world? I want the fic where Steve is just chilling on the couch in SHIELD HQ or the Avengers mansion or whatever, sketching, and he ends up drawing Bucky, and Natasha happens to see and is all like o_____o because, hey, Winter Soldier! And they end up figuring out that it's the same guy! Basically what this ideal story would be: a few thousand words of the two of them tracking him down and being bamfs together, finding him, undoing the brainwashing, and then thousands and thousands (hundreds of thousands, even! Or millions, I mean, I'm not picky) of words of the three of them alternating between guilt and anger and figuring their shit out and then (of course) THREESOMES ENSUE. \o? Seriously, all I want from Marvel is a Black Widow movie (that Bucky shows up in) or a Winter Soldier movie (that Black Widow shows up in) or both of these things in one, and if I can't have that, I would very much like to make this fic exist with the power of my mind. Alas.
Anyway, wow, it's 4:30 am and I should probably try to sleep again. I just get so panicked when I'm sick, and sleeping is so difficult. :( Possibly I'm just going to (finally!) finish that Doctor Who fusion thing and work on my big bang fic and continue to be bleary-eyed and make pathetic noises. OH ALSO. I watched the second Fantastic Four movie today -- I thought it was the first one when I grabbed it from the library, but I still made myself watch it because now it's overdue and I AM GETTING MY FIFTEEN CENTS OUT OF THIS MOVIE, goddammit. And I did! And that's about all it was worth, tbh. However, I really want Sue/Johnny fic and the universe doesn't seem to have ANY. At all. I don't understand. :(