midnightjuly: amy pond, somewhat unreadable expression - possibly disbelieving, taken aback, critical, or shocked. (girl who waited)
midnight july ([personal profile] midnightjuly) wrote2012-05-09 12:27 am
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[livejournal.com profile] rarewomen happened, and I got the most amazing Doctor Who story! the courage of your lungs: 5 people Jenny ran into while saving the universe -- this is the fic of my dreams, you guys. Daydreams, I mean, because my dreams are generally dull yet creepy, and this is the total opposite of that. But literally everything I have wanted since seeing The Doctor's Daughter, except now I'm a little sad that this isn't a TV show. I want to watch it every single day. ;______;

In other news, classes started yesterday, and I am already planning to drop out again /o\ WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS TO MYSELF? Going back to school, I mean, not dropping out. It is very clear to me why I keep dropping out, because I DON'T LIKE SCHOOL I DON'T LIKE WORK AND MY AMBITIONS ARE ALL THINGS I CAN'T GET DEGREES IN AND IF I FINISH THIS DEGREE THE ONLY QUALIFICATIONS IT WILL GIVE ME ARE IN THE FIELD I'M ALREADY IN AND DESPERATELY WANT TO GET OUT OF. jfc, self. Yesterday was a good day, though -- I liked that class (whereas my class today had an awesome prof but the material itself is everything I hate about academia, and my distance course is actually the worst thing, oh my god, it's a health class that includes calorie-counting as an assignment and encourages dangerous exercise and seems to think that there are only two eating disorders and that the BMI is infallible and NO) -- but when I thought long and hard today about whether I want to stick this out, the only thing I'd really feel like I'm missing out on is tea with [livejournal.com profile] coppertone after class, which probably I can do outside of a university setting. Honestly, I think I'm going to drop everything but the free distance safety course, mostly because I can complete it in a couple of hours and can then add WHMIS training to my resume. /o\ Speaking of which, I guess it's time to update my resume, because if I'm not going to do the school thing, I desperately need to find a new job. :D:

ANYWAY, we shall see, I guess! In better news, today I bought my mom part of her mother's day gift (a Hellboy one-shot featuring a bunch of puppies!) and got free tea and napped and felt a lot less sick (cutting coffee and meat out of my diet has improved things exponentially, which makes me a little sad but mostly grateful) and Nan visited and I watched TV with my mom, and really I guess it's been a good day, even if the education part was terrible. \o?

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